My Heart Feels A Million Miles Away, In A Place I've Never Seen

I'm literally the only one at work without a mustache.

I really don't know how I feel right now.

I keep bouncing back and forth between scared and excited.

Then between looking ahead and looking behind.

To be honest.....idk what im doing.....
and it feels exactly like I did being gone for a month on tour.
I still think about him anytime I think about home.....
I think about her...
I think about everything I've ever done wrong....
I think about all the great memories.
I think about the streets and street lights.

Everything is changing.


I miss _______